Monday, September 13, 2010

my own world

I have my own world. it's closed with lots of doors, with loots of chains. and I don't let anybody pass throw it. it's to personal; it's mine, just mine. you may think that it's full of happiness and these things, but I know it's not true, I have my dark side as well. I'm always smiling to you because it's easier than show my weakness, but I do have mine.
My world is so mine, that even the closest person in my life does not know it. and it makes me calm. it's easier to wear this mask. it's easier to not admit my love, my mistakes, my fears, my dreams. but I know that someday I'll show you and just you all these things. I don't know you yet; or I think I don't know. but all I know is that when you arrive, when I see you, I'll show you this world. because I'll know that it'll make our connection even stronger.
it's my world and I'll just open it to you because I know you'll open you private world to me too and honestly, that's all I nees and all I want in my life. our own world, for me and you ☺